I know I continue to whine about my life, but man my days are awful, some days are worse than others. Today was one of those days. I spend too much time by myself, still hoping that the front door will open and the woman i still love will walk in, but I know that will not happen. I wonder if there is anything i can do to make that outcome occur, knowing full well that it won't and that i probably should hope it doesn't.
Job wise is not much better. i will have a new job within two weeks, but I'm not gonna like it. It may potentially be a great opportunity but the next six months of my life is gonna suck. I just hope my brain doesn't destroy me in the meantime.
Anyway it's Friday night and I'm not feeling alright.